Why do I always have to be the one not saying peace and safety... I remember when God called me out at the age of 7. I opened my Bible and it fell straight to John 3:16. I read it and heard a voice ask me Do you believe this? I said yes!! After that I always talked to God AND He talked back!! After I accepted Christ, my life has been full of rejection, although Ive had glimmers of hope off and on. Can I say I was a perfect Angel in all these years Ive known Jesus?? No I cant!! But in 2005, after a life of hurt and pain, some I caused, some I didnt, rededicated my heart and life to the Lamb of God and that still small voice began to speak to me again. Then I began to learn of the call God had on my life. I see now why Ive had to endure so much rejection, to prepare me for my calling. It is never pleasant to tell anyone anything-especially when they see you as beneath them. Because I have been rejected so much, I have to KNOW that I know that Ive heard from God. I even debate slightly with God because I dont like to SEE what God sees. God shows me things and FLATTENS me. He NEVER flatters me. Ego and pride are qualities we can never see in ourselves, but God sees. I pray God keeps me in the holy of holies and broken before Him, so that his ear will always be inclined to my voice. Jesus keep me near the Cross
Posted on: Tue, 14 Oct 2014 04:07:00 +0000
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