Word Of Wisdom For Every Day Living Really!!! REALLY NOW! My anger is spilling over! I hit the steering wheel of the car so hard that the CD in the player jumps! I am screaming at the top of my voice in absolute anger! I could not be bothered if people in the cars around me can hear me! I am beyond angry and beyond wanting to care or try anymore. Why should I, nobody else does, why should I try, why must I always be the one stuck with the struggles alone? Trying to figure things out and how to do things! Why! Why must every day and every month, day after day, month after month be the same old struggle? Is God not hearing my prayers, can He not see how much I am struggling? How and why would He let this happen to me? What have I done that is so bad that I deserve this? Am I not a good enough person for God to love and to help me? What could possibly be achieved by seeing me struggle and have no more will left to live? He helps everyone else out, He gives them what they want and sometimes don’t even ask for so why can’t I? I am not even greedy when I ask and I count my blessings daily! I ask and I prayer and I trust and yet I am disappointed each and every day, like God has forgotten me and doesn’t love me or care to hear my prayers let alone answer them. What am I doing wrong? Why Father God? Why? Why must I always struggle and it’s the same struggles daily, you know my life better than I do, so why are You letting these things happen to me, why haven’t You answered my prayers? What can I do Father? Please tell me what I can do to receive Your help, to receive Your blessing? I am sorry for being such a terrible person that obviously doesn’t deserve Your love or Your help. My tears and anger turn into uncontrollable defeated sobbing and I cannot stop myself from crying. I am just so tired and really have no more strength left to even think about carrying on never mind physically trying. Only my tears can be heard as silence falls all around me and I force my heart to be still. “My child, I will never leave nor will I ever forsake you. I have heard each and every one of your prayers and I have counted every tear you have cried. You are My most beloved child, I love you and do not want to see you struggle. I gave you My most beloved Son so that you may prosper holistically. Yes my child, I want you to have prosperity in all its glory! I want you to have victory in this life now. All that your heart desires, wants and needs I have provided for each and every one of them. Seek my Kingdom, seek my Son, starting living in victory and right believing my child so that all your desires, wants and needs can manifest from Me to You, in your world. I love you my child, there is nothing that you can ever do that will stop or lessen My love for you. You are My most cherished child. Let go and start believing My Word, what My Son did for you and start living and speaking out your faith and belief! There is power in your words my child” Meditation Scriptures: Hebrews 13:5 - Let your conduct be without covetousness; be content with such things as you have. For He Himself has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you Proverbs 10:22 – The blessing of the LORD makes one rich, and He adds no sorrow with it Philippians 4:19 - And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Hebrews 4:16 - Let us therefore come boldly to the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy and find grace to help in time of need. 2 Corinthians 12:9 - And He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me 1 John 4:19 - We love Him because He first loved us. John 3:16 - For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life ~GM~
Posted on: Fri, 20 Sep 2013 12:48:21 +0000
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