Yep. Thats enough now. Reached the brink of my tolerance. Its now costing me an extra £20 a day to send the kids to school, Ive spent £350+ on uniform and they still need coats. Ive to get all 4 of them to different places every day on foot and Im having to cancel jobs and miss out on work because theres only me to have them. Nigel no longer sees them so thats another 2 days they are with me and need to be paid for, Eleanor needs a phone because shes not with me at home time and her phone just ate the £10 credit and last bit of money I have for now. Nigels texting me about seeing the kids and wants it to be only on specific days that fit around his work, so that he can be on call and do overtime and rake in while we struggle because I cant work all the hours I need to. The pressure is just mounting up, its too much. Im just sat in the kitchen having a sob wondering how to pull it all together so they dont suffer. But for the first time in all their lives Im actually not sure how the hell I can keep surviving and not letting them down. Im panicking and I know youll all either say Im being stupid or Im moaning but really, honestly, Ive not had a week like this in a long long time. Im only just one person and theres just not enough of me!
Posted on: Mon, 08 Sep 2014 15:57:27 +0000
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