Yesterday Ally and I had a doctors appt. for an ultra sound. We have had several already but yesterday was different. This ultra sound is what decides my future not only for the next 18 years, but for the rest of my life. To know the gender of my first born could only be one of two very different lifestyles. With me being a man, of course I would hope for my little football star. Ally has Zachary who is an intelligent and amazing son that I love so much! I love him as my own. So of course ally would want a girl! Someone to buy dresses for, braid her hair, make her look beautiful! Then we have Zachary himself lol, an only child who only wants a little brother to play with. When asked several times if he wanted a brother or sister without hesitation he demanded brother! And begged for us to not have a sister. Lol he has saved all of his flash cards, reading and writing notebooks etc for his little brother so he could teach him everything! :) So when the ultra sound showed no male extremities, I did not care about my desire for a boy. My heart filled with excitement in the hopes one day my little daddys girl would look up to me more than anyone and just say I love you daddy. And all I could do is give into her knowing that she has my heart forever. Ally, you are such an amazing person! You mean so much to me. What you are making in your tummy right now, is changing my life every single day for the better. I want you to know that there is no one else in the world I would rather go through this wonderful and amazing life altering experience with! You should also know that you and zach are not the only ones that have my heart, my daughter who isnt born yet holds a part of my heart that equals you and zach. I am proud to call you my baby momma;) lol thank you so much! I love you and our family! Always and Forever!
Posted on: Sat, 15 Nov 2014 14:56:57 +0000
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