You cannot always wait for the perfect time, sometimes you must dare to jump. To love someone when there is no chance of that love ever thriving, that is romance. The man of your dreams could be standing right in front of you. I just wonder how many people never get the one they want, but end up with the one theyre supposed to have. Dont push it hard, if its meant to be, itll happen. All Im asking for is one night together. Just you and me. All alone. And if you can honestly say you dont feel anything for me after that night, I will finally let you go. Its weird how sometimes things just have to happen to see how you actually feel about someone. When you thought I was in love with him, you were so wrong, baby, I was loving you. Sometimes there are things that are worth the chance, and when you find them, everything in the world doesnt matter. I used to think that if I loved you enough you would realize it and love me back, but I can only love so much for so long. If I was pretty would you love me? If I was perfect would you want me? If I loved you would you leave me? You sit here and wish for that one person... be careful when you wish for it... because the one person may come along and you realized you made that wish at the wrong time. Never long for anyone from the past. There is a reason why they never made it to your future. Its just hard to think Ill never get the chance to say youre mine. Well do what we gotta do, see what we gotta see, and if in the end we end up together, then well know it was meant to be. Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you... and I wish on a star that somewhere youre thinking of me, too. I wish you could hear all the words Im too afraid to say. If I reach for your hand, will you hold it? If I hold out my arms, will you hug me? If I go for your lips, will you kiss me? If I capture your heart, will you love me? Frustrated because I cant tell if its real. Mad because I dont know how you feel. Upset because we cant make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you wont take my hand. Aggravated because you dont understand. Disappointed because we cant be together, but still Ill love you forever. Even now after all this time, you called me and wanted me Id say yes! Its about time what took you so damn long!. You are terrified of being alone... and all the while your best friend is knocking outside. Do I really love him or am I addicted to the pain of wanting something I cant have. Sometimes we go out of our way to make someone love us in return, but suddenly fate intervenes and says oops, wrong person. This is so different youre so different, finally Ive realized what I deserve and its not what I had before. The hardest part is being around him knowing you cant have him and hell never want you. Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone. Dont screw up the best thing that ever happened to you just because youre a little unsure about who you are. **** what you know. You need to forget about what you know thats your problem, forget about what you think you know about life, about friendship, and especially about you and me. Why cant you just tell me how you feel, because how you act is confusing me. You walk by me like Im no one, you smile at me like Im anyone, you hug me like Im someone... but kiss, the way you kiss me, its as if Im the only one. You can say I dont matter to you but Im not the one calling every night, thats you. I dont know which is worse, keeping your love for someone a secret or telling them and risk being rejected. I dont know which is worse, loving someone knowing its going to cause you pain or being in pain because you cant love someone. Life and love is kinda funny some time cause the guys we want are so hard to get, but the ones that we dont want... are so hard to get rid of... I cant just drift away from you, I cant get on with my life and not give you a second thought. When I kissed you that night, walking away stopped being an option. Even though Ive stopped liking you every time someone mentions your name my head turns towards them. Its like every time I hear it, I think of what we had, and all we could have had. Why is it we always fall for our best friends? Is it because we know we can trust them? Is it because we know them so well? Is it because of the way they know exactly whats going on in our heads? Or is it because they are there any day, anytime, anywhere without the promise of kisses, intimate touches or whispered sentiments of love? I think we love them because they are there when there is nothing in it for them except for that little glimmer of hope that maybe someday there may be.......
Posted on: Sun, 17 Nov 2013 13:22:12 +0000
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