You know I have been somewhat negative lately because I am a perfectionist and I like for things to run smoothly and effortlessly.... Within the past month or so I have struggled(not financially)to get things together for my give up. I learned a lot of lessons this past year and A lot of those lessons have been taught to me recently~ I wont go into detail but I will say that the quote . where there is money love is blind is very true.... And no, this has nothing to do with my relationship with my fiancé, if anything he has been the one to keep me sane and focused through everything..... But tonight a huge breath of fresh air came my way.... While doing the show at Fbar tonight I got a message from my biological mother that she would be attending my Miss USA Newcomer give up in Dallas.... Anyone who knows me knows that my mother from day one has been my biggest supporter and has done whatever she can to make sure that I was happy and living the life that I wanted to but due to health issues she has never been able to come or attend any of my shows or pageants..... Ive known for a few weeks that she was thinking about coming and trying to gain the strength to be there... And she confirmed tonight that she will be their front and center watching me give up my crown..... There is no gown , costume, hairpiece, jewelry set, or even that pretty hat that I have been able to wear all year that will replace the amount of joy I have inside of me knowing that my mother will be there to see me.......
Posted on: Fri, 04 Jul 2014 07:31:41 +0000
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