You know whats most annoying for me right now besides a bunch of other things are nosy neighbors who think they need to get involved. Remember Ive been acting multiple times a lot better and on point in various scenarios to get caught up in bologna or do anything stupid. I dont rumage thru your life nor do I speak about your flaws and faults and what you shouldnt be doing (especially after you ask me to keep your privacy and discretion) and broadcast them to others via gossip and other channels. I figure the if youre supposed to get caught up in your web of activities you will be eventually in one way or another. I dont need to get involved and am already doing enough on my own to worry about your misgivings. I dont have to be your judge, snitch, or executioner of sorts. So please stop talking about me and what Im doing else Im going to do what I do to most who F with my life in any way or form and cut you out of it like Ive done before. I try to be nice, respectful, and keep to myself for obvious reason... once you start interfering my life gets more hectic and troublesome and I dont need that, been thru enough and am tired of others who have no concept of ideas or experiences trying to put their two cents in and change my life or who I am. If you dont like me you dont have to be around me. You can leave. Remember I was here first and it was all cool till you all came and started the drama and started gathering opinions of me and telling others about your misguided and unknowledgeable insights about me and my life and what I lived and still deal with. You dont believe some of the things Ive been thru and still go thru which I tell you about me and my life thats on you. But its real serious for me and having someone who knows nothing about it nor how things are connected and how things get portrayed and why certain things play a factor which you probably never noticed or thought about (because you were never prejudged like that), or the ramafications of your loose words (who and where you speak them); these people so absentmindly messing up your life gets real annoying. Im really tired of having to keep picking up pieces and be on guard because of what someone who Ive done nothing to (and a lot of times never really met) or ever really caused fault with speaks whatever about me without knowing and knocks out my foundation, gives me a bad name, makes a blanket statement or judgement about me and passes it on and convinces someone else their interpretation, illfounded neive logic, of me is true. I only let you see the cover of my book now because most of you wouldnt understand the words or the backstory to begin with and I dont waste time with people after a while if I dont see them learning especially after I told them otherwise or told them specifics about me and request certain things of them which they disreguard. But on the brighter side even though Im often thought of as the wrong when people initially see me I like at times, even though at other times its annoying, being the one to make you rethink everything you thought about people and actually be forced to trully get to know someone and know what their capabilities are, not just by their accepted looks. I get so tired of being thought of as whatever and constantly having to reprove myself to a whole new group of people and show them the shell doesnt make you, its whats inside.
Posted on: Fri, 15 Nov 2013 12:54:23 +0000
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