You know your totally faithful and trust God when your able to sit in a room and feel peace and nothing but a need to pray for a person once your best friend who has discredited demoralised gossiped and completely burned through every healthy boundary you placed! I have grown up and feel i truly know what that means as i was under attack of a so called friend for not wanting to continue a friendship as we grew in different directions and all avenues of reconciliation were exhausted it became disfunctional and unhealthy i made the decision when i became pregnant that i had to clean house in the friend department happy to say pretty much everyone in my life today is close a positive support and i enjoy having around and those that were not growing or stable or could possibly be a threat to a calm peaceful contribution to me and my twins life ive had to seriously reconsider! my whole life i have come first and ill be dammed if i make any of the same mistakes i once did! God has given me another chance at being a mother and the strength to continue to fight for my others im sorry this chance will not be taken for granted or lightly. I will forgive I will own my part fully for the unhealthy actions I took but now Im CHOOSING to grow up and be the mother God intended me to be and a mothers only purpose is to love nurture and protect your children a Blessing Im not messing around with
Posted on: Sat, 10 Jan 2015 08:07:39 +0000
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