You skidded of with me halfway out of the car. You have my phone, earphones and Im not sure what else. Im going to need those. What you dont get is that ive had your back since the morning I got the call that you were in labor. I booked a flight within the hour. You talk about how you worked hard. I remember. You left at 5 in the morning and didnt get back until almost 11pm. I did that for you. I had my own life, a fiance, which he and I were trying to start a family. I remember when the twins were little. Id carry them in the carriers that i bought , criss crossed over my chest. The firefighters got a kick out of it when they peaked out from under the blanket. I took care of them. They were my little pals. Bought them their crib, bedding and the carrriers. I still remember that fateful day. And I also remember our aunt telling me that I had to pull it together and do whatever I needed to do to be there for my sister. I remember that day very well. It was very traumititizing. But pull it together is exactly what I did. Years later , you told me I was always falling apart.. Interesting that you should say that after all I went through. I cried out to my Heavenly Father . I cried out please help me. Please dont let this happen. The rest is history. I love. I am very hurt that you carry on like youve done this thing all alone. that you disrespect me so greatly after all Ive given. That phone bill? I accepted your generosity because you werent paying me. Sure Ill take it, I thought. Any jesture helps. That figure was a low ball. Ive had your back. You paid NOWHERE near 1600 a month, more for the months you get paid 3 times. When I watched him for 200 a month and youd put me through hell, Id always say : im doing this for you. But, I wont be demeaned. I lost my baby, during your second labor because I thought you were dying. Yet you still are not getting this. My heart ache my pain. I had 200 dollars left over after all my bills were paid. I spent 250 on your kids. 50 of it rent money. when we got into a 24+ hr about me getting any money I said enough is enough. This is all me. I do it with love. We have helped each other. Which you have benifited a great deal more than I have . I love you always. And I say this with respect. Please humble yourselff. And stop treating me like garbage. I had an opportunity to travel to Africa and Yemen with my Antroplogy professor. I didnt get to; because, when I told her my schedule she said it looked like I had other obligations that I needed to tend to. It hurts me that I have sacrificed so much and what do I have to show for it. Im going to need my phone, unbroken, same with the eqrphones. I could say so much more. But at the end of the day I love you and dont want to hurt you. iM GIVING YOU A CHANCE. gIVE ME THE RESPECT I desrevere.
Posted on: Wed, 09 Jul 2014 21:53:35 +0000
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