_ losing my mom at 22 has to be one of the most hurtful feeling in the world , but hearing my 2 16 year old brother and sister ( yhe twins cry every other day for our mother we cant get back is worst . its hard telling them its gonna be OK , when in my heart I am not OK with it . . . I havent coped with losing my brother let along 2 months later lose out mother :( I stay strong only for my babies cause with out them ion think I Wud have made me , I am thankful and blessed to have two of the most smart , outgoing , talented , strong ,brave twin brother and sister anyone can ask for . . . I may be impatient with them but they know I never mean no harm . I told my mum I Wud hold it down and so far they been holding it down with me ! Yes I have my moments when I break down about them but lord knows I rather them be with him stress Nd pain free ! I Cant Tell You Its Easy Because Its Not , Nd Its Not Something Yu Can Just Let Go It Takes Time , Patient , Family , Friends , Strangers Nd Even A PRAYER TO GOD To Get A Peace Of Mind Just That Day Cause You Will Still Think About , Cry About It , Laugh At All The Good Times , Hurt For The Things Yu Wish Yu Cud Have Did , Wished They Came To Yu Sooner , Yu Will Even Question God But Yu Will Know He Knows Best ! . . . My Everyday Life Is A Struggle Cause Even idk What Kinda Mood I Wud Be In Some days But Getting To Laugh And Hug My Lil Brother Nd Sister Everyday Keeps Me From Doing Dumbshit EVERYDAY !
Posted on: Tue, 11 Nov 2014 15:49:20 +0000
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