after some considerations...ive decided to make some changes. going forward in my life im going to love and respect myself more by being more honnest with myself about how im feeling and if im hurt to let people know that im having a rough go of it. im going to tell people i love them more. im going to eat better. learn more about health and wellness and share it with people i invest my love and time in and anyone i see who i think would be interested in it. Im going to get myself more in Gods word. i want to strengthen my faith. im going to make traveling to Ireland and Scottland a priority this year and i will go get my passport soon. i will try to go out of my comfort zone more often. i will continue choosing to be happy because its good for me and those in my life that matter to me. i will continue my value system dedicated to showing love for others while maintaining self respect no matter how society views me and my passions in life as well as My Gods plans for me. i promise to never settle for less than i deserve even if i end up alone for that. its not something im willing to bend for anyone. everyday of the week i express myself and i choose to be Joyful. i love my job and the people there...even if the RCA is a little...foreign to me still and i know i need to go in there and be more familiar with dressout...in the end i feel soo blessed and lucky to have this life...i have the best/craziest/wonderful/complicated family i love so much and am so happy they are mine. my closest friends who accept me for me i give kudos for dealing with my bossy/possibly opinionated ways. im not perfect. i hate T.V. (except house and once upon a time) i think its Garbage and vow to read more classic novels like Jane Austen in my spare time. also crafting my renaissance garb and jewelry making...i will continue once the outtage at WCNOC ends. sometimes i say to much and sometimes not enough. in anycase im going to work more on me. this may include excluding facebook from my feelings, not going out anymore, doing a bible study alone and on my own time, keeping my thoughts to myself when they arent necessary, getting massages occasionally, not using my phone for much more than family and close friends, no dating and instead working on my faith and not worrying so much about guys and more about God. im trying to figure out what i wanna do and where i wanna go. i can only get there one step at a time. love you all! God be with you always
Posted on: Wed, 14 Jan 2015 02:07:52 +0000
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