does anybody ever feel like u did something (such as lying) that seems to u so bad that u feel like your heart will shrivel up and die... I feel like that because i just lied to a person who means a lot to me today. i was feeling bad about some reasons from something that happened i was not exactly proud of so i told her a story that i completely made up out of my disgusting black heart. i lied. i dont do this that often but let me tell u lying to a person u know trusts u is the feeling that can tear ur heart to pieces and kills ur very soul with guilt. this person is Maddy SilanoLileks. and this message means that after lying to u, being a complete dick during our time, and blaming myself for everything that happened, i am sorry that a lot of people wont trust me anymore and after all my hard work of trying to make myself seem like a good person has gone to waste. the reason i lied to u is i couldnt think of a respectful way to say i was selfish and greedy and what a complete asshole i am. goodnight everyone.
Posted on: Tue, 11 Nov 2014 04:05:27 +0000
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