empathy, the ability to put yourself in someones emotional shoes, to understand or discern what they are feeling, why they are feeling the way that they do, what has led up to their feelings. if you genuinely care enough to ask someone to explain their internal dialog, their thoughts, yet you then cut them off mid thought stream there can be damaging results towards the communication lines that you share with them. i feel hurt, mainly i assume because of my exhaustion from overexertion, not physical but emotional exertion. there is only so much any provider can share, when each individual seems to have some self entitled claim to said energy that isnt even their own. i just have to withdraw at times... healthy boundaries. meeting life on lifes terms not our own is a life long lesson. sometimes one takes it personally that another has so much on their plate they are barely keeping it together and they dont have energy or time to interact. i love you that love will always be with you as you are and will always be with me. death by mental thought is not a manifestation form that deserves focus, yet sometimes i just want to throw my hands up. throw my hands up with people who expect me to work till i cant anymore and expect me to do everything on their terms instead of trying to understand what i might be going through. i felt like i have too much on my plate, cant remove things because im counted on, when someone who i have spent extensive time with teaching the ways of transmutation says they are going to throw their hands up and walk away my PTSD kicks in because of the laundry list of others i took under my wing devoted time to in service to god explaining and sharing all that I AM and they made the decision to walk away taking their own life and at times my energy also. it makes me question everything. every word, shared every, energy gifted, every expression every comment under my breath, every thought i kept to myself i makes me question the point in even reaching out i will never stop reaching out but it sends my head for a spin. whateva
Posted on: Thu, 03 Apr 2014 05:16:39 +0000
Trending Topics
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015