first and foremost.. i have no idea how long this post will get..lol I always pass time trying to laugh or smile, for me making others do the same is what drives me in life.. I dont post personal stuff to often so most of you dont know me on that level... I have been having what started out as shoulder pain and thought maybe i strained a muscle 5 weeks ago.. turns out I have a slipped Disk in my neck between c3-c4 and its out far enough to pinch the nerves and that causes my muscles to spams alot.and also makes my arm numb and fingers tingle.. my best friend Rodney Couch just went through all of this himself but was way worse than me... I am on a steroid pain meds and stuff.. the medication has made my moods swing a little toward the side of me that makes me a very good man.. and that is the loving caring honest and helpful man that my mother and sister are so proud of..lol but it also makes me realize how alone in life i also feel these days.. life no matter how fun it is to have the bed to yourself make messes and do things all your own way.. its just not meant to be lived alone// I am a flirt we all know that and a gentleman as well.. I think about the people left in my life who are important to me.. and that is everyone of you.. my friends family and co workers all mean the world to me.. you people drive me to be a better me, give me something to live for, teach me joy love pain and sorrow as well as happiness achievement and prosperity.. and never in my life have i seen so much drama as i do daily on FB lol.. anyway, if for any reason anything should ever happen to me before my time is due.. I just wanted to say thank you and love you to everyone who is apart of my life.. we dont always get those chances.. so leave a note if you wish.. something you remember or like about me.. or a post you read made you laugh or helped you in some way.. I will read them tomorrow and smile.. and keep everyone posted .. MRI friday morning.. hopefully no surgery is needed// i am scared to be honest.. but life will continue for me.. my baby girl Lily is far to precious to not have her daddy..
Posted on: Thu, 25 Sep 2014 01:36:28 +0000
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