found this lil piece that i wrote some time ago, decided to share it! :) This rage Im feeling is not a fire neither a flame, but some kind of explosion that is the expiration of my tame. My only medicine.. my only drug, Ive now changed into some kind of thug. My chains and cuffs are on the floor, the monster within is now at my door. A broken cage, a bleeding heart.. the bells are ringing and the fire starts! Im on the floor with swollen eyes, my tears streaming..my mask demised.. Im trying to pound and hit the walls the one Im fighting is no one at all. Its not a fight with another or a fight from within..Im fighting a real life person, Im fighting the girl Ive been. My blood keeps boiling as my memories stream pass...what have i done? i ask and ask.. I keep ruining every silver and gold.. i turn them into dust and coal. Let me bleed..let me burn...but rid me of this pain Ive earned. Take a step back in time and erase the scars Ive given and earned.. How much of a load will you put on my back. Im only a girl who lost her track.. im not perfect im not poised. im scared, rough and fragile by choice..but i love without fear and live without care..I fight for my love and i am as i am. I dont follow i LEAD. I dont borrow i lend. Im not a cowardice friend.. I know im not perfect..just like a unicorn i once rose..but someone cut my wings off and then my alicorn and scarred my ribs while ripping my heart. Am i not allowed to bleed? Am i not allowed to shed...? the tears i loose are the ones you reap. The words i speak are somehow alien to everyone but me. Its like speaking to everyone and finding out youre deaf. - Methene.
Posted on: Sat, 16 Aug 2014 06:32:17 +0000
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