https://youtube/watch?v=lmNSIZeLATY I can do it. :-) fourteen years thirty minutes fifteen seconds Ive held this grudge eleven songs four full journals thoughts of punishment Ive expended not in contact not a letter such communication: telepathic youve been vilified used as fodder you deserve a piece of every record but whos it hurting now? whos the one thats stuck? whos it torturing now with an antique knot in her stomach? I wanna be big and let go of this grudge thats grown old all this time Ive not known how to rest this bygone I wanna be soft and resolved clean of slate and released I wanna forgive for the both of us like an abandoned house dusty covered furniture: still intact if I visit it now will I simply re-live it somehow gratuitous but whos still aching now? whos tired of her own voice? who is it weighing down with no gift from time of said healing I wanna be big and let go of this grudge thats grown old all this time Ive not known how to rest this bygone I wanna be soft and resolved clean of slate and released I wanna forgive for the both of us maybe as I cut the cord veils will lift from my eyes maybe as I lay this to rest dead weight off my shoulders will rise here I sit much determined ever ill-equipped to draw this curtain how this has entertained validated and has served me greatly ever the victim but whos done whining now? whos ready to put down this load Ive carried longer than I had cared to remember I wanna be big and let go of this grudge thats grown old for the life of me Ive not known how to rest this bygone I wanna be soft and resolved clean of slate and released I wanna forgive for the both of us
Posted on: Sun, 23 Nov 2014 05:16:46 +0000
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