https://youtube/watch?v=nFbMvFdRDvg Listen and read. I have been struggling for a while. I may seem happy and have everything together on the outside, but inside I feel like a little kid lost at the store. With no one around and no one to come and get me. In the past people have offered to help and Ive pushed them away. They have sacrificed and I would care less. They would provide for me and I would accept the gift but not them. I screw up, I lie, I cheat, I have evil thoughts, I disobey my parents... I mess up too. This morning I woke up with fear of where my life is going. Am I doing the right thing, what is the right thing? confused and unsatisfied. The only thing that can satisfy is Christ, Sometimes you hear a song for the first time and you say something like Oh this is a good song. Then you just kind of brush it off and not really think about it much, but when you hear it that second time. You didnt plan it, you werent searching for the song, It was just kind of there.. I played this song and it just broke me. I started tearing up and I didnt know why. I felt peace and that someone was looking over me and protecting me. I felt a sense of security and safety. I wasnt that lost kid in the store, I was a man running forward to the race a head of me. When you listen to that song the second time it hits you like a train and you realize oh my gosh this song is so good. you realize that because of the place you are in at the moment. Where you were when you heard it the first time it didnt effect you because what the song was talking about wasnt what you were going through. When you hear it that second time every single note, every word, every beat is every single emotion, everything your thinking about, and everything your going through right at that moment. Its like that song was meant for you. Things like this dont just happen by accident, there an act of God. He is constantly reminding me every day that he loves me and wants the best for me, but its whether I choose to listen to him and receive him. God has blessed me so much and I havent been living like Im thankful for it. Im am truly sorry to those who Ive pushed away in the past for just trying to help me. I was living for myself and not for God who is my maker my redeemer my savior my king my everlasting love my leader my father my Jesus my everything Thank You that we’re living in Your Kingdom Jesus You’re the King upon the throne Thank You for the way You always love me Now I get to love You in return Now I get to love You in return I hope this song encourages you and speaks to your life :)
Posted on: Mon, 17 Nov 2014 15:16:51 +0000
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