i am the most Hateable type of person... ma easily jealous feel garxu, i am complicated, egotive, over sensative,insecured,easily feel lyk being ignored, self centred person thtz why most of u hate me... the person who truely love me deserve a prize for loving the most hateable person alive. bt, i think, every1 is jst acting tht they love me,.. mine sisters, relatives, frndz, every1 jst act lyk they do love me.bt, i am sure no1 do... they jst fear from me, thtz why they act lyk tht... i always tried to be a lovable boy/frnd/brother.bt, nvr, nvr i sucessed... mine damn ego,... sala, i think i became a sympathy seeker naa??? sapko lyfma important member huna khojthiye, and see wht i hav became??? a bloody loser and hated person. it isnt lyk i didnt love any1.bt, bloody, i dnt knw how to love.... all i knw iz how to feel jealous. i hate mineself. ma afu lay khojhe jasto manxe kahelay huna sakena. some1 are jst compromising to love me coz i am their only relative or they donot have another relative/brother than me... if they had option, they would not hav knwn me till today some1 is loving me coz they fear from me... i am giving up on mineself... i knw, galti mro hunxa sadhai.... bt, i cant help mineself then wht d hell i can do yr.??? i am sorry, u are suffering such a shit person in ur lyf. i am sorry. by d way, i have learnt to live alone, completely alone(with muzik) so, u can clearly hate me and break every relation with me... bt, i am sure abt one thing... ma lyf ma jati nai hateable person bhaye pani, there will always be a person who will always love me.... THANK YOU MUM. i love u. sometym u are only the person coz of whom i want to survive... i knw, we fight and argue a lot.bt, love u alot mamu... anyway, i am sorry, i am sorry u all
Posted on: Fri, 25 Oct 2013 01:57:04 +0000
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