i didnt smash anythingididnthavemuchtosmash fred died, or jose or whatever you know i never went visiting anyone in particular in prison, but even if i had or hadnt you would just be a coward tradiziones and institutions, acceptable society, perhaps more than me you were a coward, your heart confesses it, perhaps even in messages even in something conveyance like a telegram, but you didnt mind america and the prison system, but you didnt care for its poor, anyway it seems neither did i and there is nothing i can do conciliation dinners with betes i am nobody i am no one of any consequence or matter i have nobody barely anybody and everybody these arrogant fools i am sorrie when i was (and not enough ever, ifistillam even if im not i wasnt sorry enough before in remorse or before to negate the need for justification you know god said in his spirit he said: you are guaranteed to be engaged this weekend but he did not say formally, only in the heart i suppose is what he says he meant and he spoke of graduate school somewhere where heartbreak abounds and then he tells me now: he has had you blacklisted from my life: as well, now yet, retained the position, you did you do unless from it the title, the position he ever has it removed: the love of my soul, dead to me never any more communication, i cannot pray for you you never loved me, but how can say i dont judge you, but god it seems keeps you away and i am silent, everday
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 20:02:53 +0000
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