i feeling like ive been carrying around this guilt for so long...from the army saying in final reports i interfered with treatment, to family members blaming me, and friends having opinions.... I stuck with Justin through deployment and through all our issues... I changed my cover photo today for the first time in a long time...the photo on the beach with maddie is of me when i was pregnant with Ella ...that was the first time i left arizona and went to ny...after a month of getting support from family i thought i would give our marriage another try so i went back to AZ.... Things didnt work out for me and justin, and when im asked well isent there something more you could have done? the answer is no i couldnt have done anything to change what happend that morning on march 10th 2012 justin ended his life not me. so to the army i say how dare u blame me! How could i interfere with treatment when i was as far away as ny. After all arent you acknowledging treatment was unsuccessful regardless? and to family and friends its because of people like Justin and myself that you and your loved ones have the rights and freedoms you do today
Posted on: Sat, 21 Sep 2013 12:48:47 +0000
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