i groan sitting up in bed and grab my black converse, pulling them on as i walk towards the front door.i inhale the fresh, crisp air as i step out the front door slipping on my hoodie .i look up at the clear night sky with only a bright full moon lighting my way down the driveway.it was so beautiful even at the darkest times. theres beauty in all darkness.but why cant he see that? i shake my head pushing the thought of him away. get yourself together Megan,he doesnt love you,or care about you.he wouldnt cry for you even i youd die for him. i shove my hands deep inside my pockets looking at my surroundings.the moon light cast mysterious and eerie shadows on the ground from the objects above.it was strange but it gave me a good feeling, making me enjoy my time by myself.this darkness is so peaceful,so calming,so...beautiful. i look down at the ground kicking a few pebbles across the road and out of my path,quickly flicking my firey red bangs out of my face as i look at the watch on my wrist. 3:21 am. why cant i sleep tonight? because youre thinking of him... i heard the little voice in my head whisper as small wave of sadness washes through out my body. its true,all i can think of is him.the one who killed my hopeless soul and crushed my heart.whyd he stop loving me?what did i do to him?why do i care so much? all these questions were shooting around in my mind like a ricocheting bullet. because you werent good enough. there the voice was again.why cant you just shut up? i say out loud to nobody.of coarse i knew this voice was right,and i hated it.i look up at the shining moon one more time fearing the tears would spill at any given moment. hes not worth your tears if youre not worth his time. i tell myself over and over.why am i here again? i look up at the tree house that him and i had built together.because you miss him. i climb into the little fort lying on the floor. why couldnt he just accept me? and thats the last thing i asked myself before drifting off into a restless sleep. -this is part of a story i wrote.tell me what you think! i know i need to work on paragraphing and punctuation but ill fix that later.i hope you liked it!-
Posted on: Mon, 08 Sep 2014 07:37:30 +0000
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