i think i am never going to get out of this funk i am in. on a daily basis i miss my dad and need him something awful. then every couple months it gets the better of me and i head down hill. even though he has been gone for 20+ years its like only yesterday in my mind. i dont understand why this happens to me and how i can stop it from consuming me every few months. i always manageto pull out of it but the in between time is horrible!! i still function on a daily basis but he is ALWAYS on my mind!! when i do manage some sleep he come to me and the dreams are always the best. comforting! but then i wake and that feeling of loss is right back! some say i am having issues cause i didnt properly greive him. trust me i did! damn near lost m mind the day he died. he wasnt just my dad he was a best friend, confidont and protector! i know he is with me everyday. some days closer than others as i get wiffs of his aftershave and its very comforting. just cant figure out how to get past the really bad days! thanks for listening to the rants of a crazy woman!!!
Posted on: Thu, 19 Sep 2013 20:49:38 +0000
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