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i try so hard to put away the thoughts and feelings of focusing on myself when there is so much at stake.... knowledge is power, but i must admit sometimes its better to not know some things... since i know who i am, and i know my calling.. i have a duty fulfill that calling... to do something condusive to bringing about change in the lives of my people... Gods People... and no matter how hard it gets, or how heavy my heart gets i must press on... sometimes i look around for support and no one is there... sometimes i need someone to tell me i can do it and its gonna be ok..... but no words are spoken... i seek trust in people of my circle and find that loyalty is absent... and im surprised but i shouldnt be... because our father warned us to put our trust in him only....no one knows another persons true struggle and hurt...by looking from the outside.... not emotionally nor spiritually, and although it may not seem to be hard visually it can be a deep enough scar to make that person feel empty... and alone... as i too have felt this feeling.... so i understand what my people are going thru because i have felt their pain in my own life... and although i havent lost a close friend to death... i have lost them in life because here i stand on this long highway a loner.... i see them on a regular yet i do not know them anymore... i realize now that on this journey to fulfill my purpose.... there is only God and myself.... i know this journey isnt gonna be easy as i hope it would be but i do know that he will see me through... sometimes in order to fulfill ones purpose it takes that one to save a million.... i am not afraid.... because God is with me... when i go through the struggle of racism and hatred i keep in mind that they dont know me.. they cant know me unless they know my heart... and only God know the dept of my heart.... they cannot Truly love me nor understand my character and the things i stand for unless they know my heart... and they would first have to know and love GOD.... My feelings today... May God Bless and Lift you up.... "The Black Hood Movement"
Posted on: Sun, 21 Jul 2013 19:33:34 +0000

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