it feels like there is a soul peeling machine i have got myself - TopicsExpress

it feels like there is a soul peeling machine i have got myself stuck into, the more i panic, the more i go in. its unstoppable! its immovable! it is made for this only and its gonna complete the job so fine leaving my hollow body behind. this machine has got a smile, a hypnotising one, a smile which grabs me mentally evrytime and calls me in. evrytime i realise the pain i am going through, it makes me look into its eyes, yes those eyes of magical spell, and they tell me its all fine. Why! WHY? why am i just not done with it? god! it has got sharp blade fabricated teeth packed in its golden jaw, the place from where its eating my emotions! there it takes a bite and tears me apart so sftly, so nicely! exactly the why it is meant to happen! why cant i stop? oh maybe i just dont want to or maybe this is how it should have happened! it chews my vision causing blindness. blind of all happenings around, making me lose my focus but still i praise the way it slowly swallows it all down. This crystal clear neck it has got, yes i saw it, even you saw it and maybe we all! its there you see, its all transparent, the machine is a true dealer! you can see whats going inside, it hides nothing from you! i know its a one way down and i wont get myself back but still here i take a deep breath and let myself move in its magical music. i think of it again and again.... it could have finished me up in one single round but m still stuck up here! right here where i have seen myself moaning before, craving for a more crushes, twists and turns what does it want? most brutal ending?? or just another body this machine wants to possess? *_*