my eye lids get heavy and I start to drift into dream land but what do I see in this delusional desire of my heart and mind, I see a beautiful girl. she is funny , she is nice, respectful, just wonderful to be with. I see a beautiful house to call my own, with 3 bedrooms and a large living room, the whole house is already furnished but I have never seen it b4 in my life. this girl is everything I could want and yet some how I feel that im not everything she could want. not just that but I know what she wants, she posses what she wants and that is the devils poison. she offers it to me and I accept it but she is still hiding something so I get curious and search when she goes out of the room, she is hiding the amount of poison that she posses. then I get transported back to reality, now who was it that offered it to me, this amazing girl who I thought wanted to share this poison with me so I could be what she wanted or was it the demon that has possessed her to corrupt me again. why im I having dreams like this and why is this girl in them? why do I feel like this, why is she renting space in my head and how can I evict these thoughts I have? I feel like every time I think of her, see a picture or hear her name it is like I use when im in the middle of detoxing and then I have to start withdrawal all over again she is worse than any addiction I have ever heard of...... dammit I hate to love u and I love to hate u why cant I just have the one thing I search for....
Posted on: Sun, 08 Sep 2013 04:28:53 +0000
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