my other child that i am so proud of... and my reason to live... this time of the year i get too emotional for departing to this White Season/Snow Ski Season which i never miss in past 49 years... the very first time my dad putted me on to those snow ski when i was 2 years of age still remember the wind, the vibes through from bottom of my feet and all those feelings... so got to go to making our living... back then i never thought about to be a Pro Snow Skier to support my family... things are getting tougher and tougher by year since our market is so touchy to the economy and such... but, i have been really lucky to having still handful awesome companies to back me up and such wonderful snow ski lovers to follow me around the world to ski with me... i used to ski over 160 days a year including skiing in summer time on those down under countries... as 51 years of age i do want to spend more time with my lovely family so my season getting much shorter than before... yes, i am living in one of the dream as an athlete that getting paid to do what i love... i used to get anxiety/panic attack when i start to hear the Holiday Music... this year became much worse that we lost one of our family member Choco recently... both our beautiful children are growing up so much and we are getting older too at the same time... i have been crying like a baby in past 3 weeks and my tears never run dry... mix emotions all the way until actuarially i put the pair of my ski on my feet again to start shred on née and steep and deep slope in back country... until then i am not afraid to face to the reality to accept the fact... i understand that it could be much much worse than this... there is so many people are suffering... try not to be selfish... last year he broke his arm tried to make his new move... yesterday he concord his fear and stumped this to go over the limit... i am learned something from him yesterday... i could not be a wimpy one so have to keep on moving to push my limit mentally and physically... i love my family so much and i am going miss them so much... at the same time those super cold dry snow is pounding on those mouton ranges i am based on... time will fly by no matter what... so it will be the Green Season in no time while i will be busy skiing... so et it snow let it snow let it snow...
Posted on: Sun, 14 Dec 2014 15:37:42 +0000