ok so as you most know that last few years with the loss of my AUNT,MY STEP DAD,MY MOTHER INLAW ,AND WHAT WE ARE GOING THREW WITH MY FATHER INLAW AND THE LOSS OF HIS WIFE AND MY GRANDBABY AND MY GREAT UNCLE AND A STEP NEPHEW AND (A FEW YEARS BACK) MY FATHER AND FRIENDS AND LIFE IT SELF > it feels that everything is out of control not only the loss of them , my mom has things go on with her knee and A blood clot in her lung and the loss of her hubby and then all that my friends and famlys have been going threw in just the last two yrs ,WOW after just writing all that no wounder i feel crazy ,but back to what i want to say !! i am a very hard stroug person and have the patients more then anyone i can think of BUT after all it ,it has been close ,so the last few days i have wanted to go out side and kick rocks and scream and punch and yell and cry and afterwards think hmmm now i feel better ,well i have be doing some long hard talking and praying to the best man i know ,GOD ! and i talked to my father inlaw and hubby and my mom and i have the anwser i been looking for and I know what to do and to make balance in all this mess !! and along it was right under my nose !! HOLD ON IM ABOUT TO PUSH ON THE BRAKES AND PULL THE EMERG BRAKE ,!!!!!! I THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR PRAYERS AND UR KIND WORDS AND THANK YOU TO MY SON ZACH FOR THE WORDS AND THE UPLIFT AND MY DAUGHTER WHITNEY YOU GUYS ARE GREAT KIDS AND I LOVE YOU ,THANK YOU TO MY MOTHER NO MATTER WHAT SHE ALWAYS IS THERE AND REASSURE THAT EVERYTHING IS AND WILL BE OK AND THANK YOU TO THE MOST AMAZING HUBBY IN THE WORLD THAT SURPORTS ME AND LOVES ME AND HUGS ME AND KISS ME A WHIPS AWAY ANY TEARS !!! GOD HAS REALLY BLESSED ME WITH GREAT FAMILY AND FRIENDS !!! LOVE U ALL AND GOD BLESS YOU ALL !!
Posted on: Mon, 18 Aug 2014 03:23:26 +0000
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