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slaves to the almighty dollar. Is that so much better than how things used to be? Every man for himself? Some perish and some less visibly perish, really, pretending to be happy and perfect because, idk, its too embarrassing to say youre miserable. Idk, I dont know why its not okay to say youre unhappy. Im okay with that part, but society somehow gets a lot of people to comply with pretending to be happy, maybe its mostly white people since they have the pressure of being trophies and having the stuff thats supposed to make you happy. I remember seeing some morning news show long ago and being so irritated with the interviewer asking Charlize Theron and some other brown-skinned singer who (Belefonte, I think his name is) was an activist in blacks civil rights--the interviewer asked them something that to me implied that they should be happy because they had money. People like them and whites in general who appear to be successful (like Mark and nuguen), theyre supposed to something to aspire to, something to let us all know what to do to be happy or what we could never do to be happy because the famous people like Theron and Mark and such, those ops are rare, yet so many of us do want to do things like act or sing or write or something, which is unfortunate because devil whirl says those people have to be famous to make money.Thats how I felt when I first wanted to write and years later still, I thought it was for a select few, then its so hard to get a book published, then people tell you your ideas for it are wrong and how to frame it and what to read to know how to do it and then really I thought just that only a few people would be able to publish a book. Then there are so many books published, it just seems like such a waste since Idk, I dont read many books, idk, it just seems so just flimsy and irrelevant even though writing was important to me to some extent, but then not really cuz I thought it didnt matter. I thought the desire to write didnt matter since I thought I couldnt make money off it really. It seems just unimportant in devil world: writing books or reading books, somehow. Not sure how to explain.
Posted on: Thu, 04 Dec 2014 19:08:16 +0000

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