still not asleep... well happy thanksgiving... what im thankful for... this year has been really rough all i know is im glad im alive after trying to end my life so many times because i hate what the world has shown me the hate the pain the darkness the loneliness.... but im very thankful for everyone who has my back cause if you didnt id keep trying to end my cold cruel world theres so many people that deserve what i feel but they are the ones who caused it my head is so messed up i dont know anything anymore i dont know whos true whos fake whos real whos false but who ever keeps my heart golden and my back straight and my head up im very thankful for you and i cant do it with out you guys when im lost like this not able to sleep all my past on my mind i have want to dig a 6 foot hole and bury myself but i care to much about the people it would hurt so id rather just suffer threw what this life puts me threw then to make others suffer i love you all very much im so thankful for all of you there might not be that many of you but i need you all very much iv lost too many people and i need my real peeps now more then ever you guys make me feel so strong when i feel like the weakest person alive i try to hide so much from everyone cause i dont want anyone to see or feel what iv been threw or going threw its not fun its the worst feeling in the world but i do my best to keep my head up....
Posted on: Thu, 28 Nov 2013 13:01:45 +0000
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