today I felt happy and blessed as I am becoming the Matty James I want to be and i said all the wrong things to my soul mate, I may never be her lover but I promise to thank the universe everyday , i made a little girl dance in the streets and that made me feel blessed and I came close to wanting to commit suicide this week and I wont ever do it as my happiness is coming backas I am starting to forgive myself, I am learning this song as I know my friend likes this, I thought pushing her away was a good idea at the time and months of crying for not being able to go where I wanted was too painfull, so Matty James promises to the ones he loves to be a good soul and to help those who need help and to never give up, you have to work hard at good friendships as I believe in my best friend to come back in my life , please pray for me and my friend to be friends again as I am saving up all my love for her friendship as I want her to see the real me as my health is coming back as before I stayed up day and night on the internet , now I am singing in the streets and am hoping to live a life where I dont need benefits......... this is a promise to my loved ones and to my wonderful daughter Ayesha James...... your dad is getting better and wont give up ever...... I love you my dearest and want to be the dad you hope and wish for , I PROMISE YOU........ please pray for my friendship to come back with you know who as you know how much I love this person my dear daughter https://youtube/watch?v=5HI_xFQWiYU
Posted on: Sun, 09 Mar 2014 23:16:31 +0000
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