today im puting down my negative behavior and my crazy way of thinking and my hectic life style with being an immature asshole to every one and to the way i go about things and picked up positive behavior and changed to a better more positive way of thinking so that not only can i get myself and my life together but so that i can also reach and achieve my short and long term goals witch hence will change my life and maybe/ hopefully will change other peoples lifes for the better as well .. these last couple of day a certain few people including myself have gave me a serious reality check.. witch i am actually grateful for ... i am going to get back to being the good responsible young man that i once was with out a doubt ... no ifs ands or butts i am done being a TALKER especially to the one i love ... this is it my last chance to change my life around for the better .. i cant do this being immature and irrational any longer its just not working out if anything it is hurting me badly i realy want this so bad so it is time for me to put in alot of work both on the inside and outside of me. tooday i begain practiceing my new way of liveing and it has already worked out in a postive manor in a couple ways . one i have some one whom i love dearly still in my life on an ok basis for now (you know who you are) and i helped these people so they gave me a brand new hard wood dressers and wood ferniture. good carma feals great... :) i cant wait to start this long jorney.. i know that when i do everything i have to do to a T everything will work out very well and lead me to you and a great relationship as we always wanted how ever it is not something i am going to rush because good things come to those who wait
Posted on: Thu, 14 Aug 2014 02:20:58 +0000
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