tomarrow is the furneral for our girl we lost a few days ago. im so emotional. ive always expected one of those calls. so far ive not had to bury one of my babies but its been really close twice. my heart is breaking rite now. i cant even think of the words to describe what im feeling. why some people should probly deserve to die but they live. like myself. and others who have never had the chance die. well i dont know......... but i still have fynnie who dont know nothing but that he is ok and having fun and smiling without a clue that gammies heart is breaking and dont know how she is going to make it. im well hell i dont even know what i am. some days i just blindly just keep putting one foot in front of the other cause thats all i can do. how would i ever tell him sorry fynnie i just cant go on!!! i cant!!! and i wont!!! no matter what! untill my last breath i will never stop!!! never!!! :( peace love and oz
Posted on: Thu, 11 Sep 2014 23:51:34 +0000