was so desperate and I was indeed in real suffering. I couldn’t even work. I looked okay to everyone but no one knew how much I was battling with my self. So I started seeing a psychiatrist and was on medication since then. But It didn’t get any better. I was constantly attacked by anxiety and was very dependent on people around me. I’ve become very negative in life and seeing the bad in everything. I was afraid of everything. I was indeed in hell. The suffering was unexplainable and the worst thing was to fight with your own mind. One day, a friend told me, “why don’t we try to chant”. She was not practicing daimoku then but she told me to chant. She said she would chant with me and she did. This was in October 2012. was so desperate and I was indeed in real suffering. I couldn’t even work. I looked okay to everyone but no one knew how much I was battling with my self. So I started seeing a psychiatrist and was on medication since then. But It didn’t get any better. I was constantly attacked by anxiety and was very dependent on people around me. I’ve become very negative in life and seeing the bad in everything. I was afraid of everything. I was indeed in hell. The suffering was unexplainable and the worst thing was to fight with your own mind. One day, a friend told me, “why don’t we try to chant”. She was not practicing daimoku then but she told me to chant. She said she would chant with me and she did. This was in October 2012.
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