what hurts the most, is when you truly love someone and they let you down. i was inlove for two years, i loved this man so much i had his baby. but through out our two years neither of us played our roles. not the way they should have been. but regardless, i put my trust in him. now that we have gone our seperate ways, being friends just isnt an option. not even for the sake of my daughter will be just be civil with me. then i become the protective momma, and i decide to spend time with our daughter we need to do it together.. hes just not having it. so i go out of my comfort zone and let him have her alone, and he leaves her. isnt their when she comes, and leaves in the middle of the night. ive never been so hurt. that little girl is my world. i would give up anything for her, and one night.. one night, you ASK for her and you walk out. you put on this front that im so terrible im keeping you from her. and you leave, my angel. when it comes to my daughter i may get a little protective. i dont want crazies around her. dont smoke around her. im just protective. but im hurt, that my daughter didnt mean more to him. what im saying ladies, dont hold on to your babys father because you want your child to have both her parents. as bad as you want that for them, sometimes its not the best option. we will find a real man, willing to stand up and take care of out children the way their dads didnt. and our children will respect us for being so strong. dont you ever think you need them. between my cousins and my friends, Soraya has ten dads. that do far more than her sperm donor. im going to keep my head up, because Soraya deserves that. on that note, GoodMorning Facebook and have a BLESSED day !
Posted on: Sun, 04 Aug 2013 15:21:01 +0000
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