👼👑❤️ Ava-Faith ❤️👑👼 13.5.13 - 08.08.13 A year ago today a beautiful heart stopped beating, a day I will never forget, my only comfort is that your free from suffering & you grew your wings in mummys arms, where you belong 👼 & I am truly honoured to be your mummy ❤️💛💚💙💜💗 Ava-Faith you went through so much in the short 12weeks & 3 days you were here with us & you are completely & utterly AMAZING. I would do absolutely anything to see you again baby. To smell your beautiful scent, hear the cute noises you made that made my heart melt even more, play with your amazing thick auburn hair, feel your long fingers curl round my finger, see your big cheeky smile ( I only got to see it once 😢), see you react & start moving when you heard my voice, your sighs when I picked you up as if to say ahhh thats my mummy, snuggling you close to my chest & feeling your heart beating against mine..... I would give anything to have you with me now. What hurts most is living everyday not being able to hold you & watch you grow & achieve things, & play with your big sister Scarlett who loves you soooo much 😘 I think of you every single day .& always wonder what you would look like & be like now, I bet super cheeky like Scarlett, & full of life with a beautiful heart & personality just like your sister. it will never get easier & everything reminds me of you & what you could & should be doing with us here now. The immense pain is pretty much unbearable. I know your free like a beautiful butterfly....... but mummy misses you every passing second & I wake everyday thinking it was all just a nightmare. When I realise its real & reality hits me again I think how am I going to get through another day without you 😢😔 Words can never describe how proud I am of you & how hard you fought. Amazing beyond words. I hope you know I did all I could & I would do it all again so I could be with you. If I could change this baby, I would in a heartbeat. I still speak to you every day/night just as I used to in hospital (you poor baby listening to me lol). & I speak of you all the time, with so much pride 💞 This isnt forever princess, one day we will soar the skies together, until then watch over mummy & your sister. We need your strength every day 💜 Until we meet again my beautiful girlie, be cheeky, eat lots of sweeties & enjoy being free & comfortable in your castle. Love you to the moon & the stars & beyond infinitely xxxxxxxxxxxx Love mummy, daddy & your big sister Scarlett xxx ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Posted on: Thu, 07 Aug 2014 23:02:33 +0000
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