1/5/15 I get a call from the doctors. They needed a consent from me for another spinal tap and chemo into his spine tomorrow. The results showed the leukemia is in his spine. Here back at the hospital to be by my son while he is put to sleep for this. They say he should have two of these day every week! Even when he goes home he has to come back just for that. Its all too much!!! I have to watch videos that are very important on things do to at home with him. All this info is scrambling around in my head and Im scared what can happen. My daughter is gonna be freaked out by the wires hanging from his chest. Seeing a IV stand and nurse in the house. Shes going through so much herself. I want to do whats best for them both and me to be heart broken. I just wanna cry. My chest is tight. I feel alone. He has a runny nose and a cough. The nurses said he was cranky all day. Thats not like my son. I need to talk to the doctor and get everything down on paper. He goes in tomorrow before noon. Things are just not going right. I gotta go........
Posted on: Tue, 06 Jan 2015 03:51:50 +0000
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