11:11 Make A Wish! My wish…I thought long and hard about this one. There’s so much I could wish for but there’s only one thing that comes to mind. My soldier. It’s been about 50 days since weve last seen each other, and there’s 20 more left- and there’s more anxiety now than there was when he first took off. The past two months Ive changed so drastically. Ive grown more mature, more careless, there’s just been so much going on since he left that I don’t know where to start. As I’m hit with a whirlwind of emotions- my only wish is for us as a family to continue to grow and strengthen much like I have the past two months he’s been away. I wish for courage to face everyone Ive been running from, I wish for stability so we can finally begin our lives together as husband and wife, and I wish for friendship because over the past two months Ive said goodbye to so many people there arent really that many left. In the end, I don’t really wish for those who have walked away to stay or come back because I know that they werent strong enough to stand by my side through the troubling times. They chose to take the easy way out, and made me realize Im better off fending for myself. If I could take the easy way out things would have been so much different than they were today…but life isn’t about that. Life is about learning to live with what is thrown at you and powering through everything even when you think enough is enough. So thank you. Thank you to those who chose to walk out of my life. Youve made weeding out who is real and who isnt so much easier, and Lord knows I need easy in my life. Even if it is for such a sad reason. Thank you to those that continuously stuck by my side and who have showed me that theres always someone sticking with you- even if you feel youre all alone. Thank you to Ashley for making me realize that I had an outlet with someone close to my age who knows what Im going through... And to my family...who theres too many to tag- the biggest thank you goes to you all for helping me stay strong and helping me raise this beautiful boy that came into my life just three months ago. Thank you to Elois friends who have reached out when I needed a hand, and thank you to his family (Although youre my family now too) for loving me as if I was your own. Everyone thats been a big part in the past few months has given me so much strength I cant even begin to thank you enough. In the end you all have helped me become the Wife/Mother/Human I am today and returning back to my original post- the only thing I wish for is for time to fly so I can finally be reunited with the man I married, because I know together our lives will take off and evolve into what weve been visualizing from the start.
Posted on: Sun, 03 Aug 2014 03:35:23 +0000
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