#124 Female, 22, CoA "I use to fight with my younger brother everytime only because he got more love than me from my parents. Its not that my parents didnt love me but it was probably my insecurity. He used to come to me for everything, for his homeworks, for his innocent questions, everytime calling me DIDI..DIDI..those days i felt irritated of him. My irritation was increasing day by day until that black day when he was diagonised with tumor and that too in last stage. We were shocked to hear that from the doctor and couldnt beleive. We went from doctor to doctor, one hospital from other..diagonised a dozen times but only ending up in disgust. Every doctor said that line which we dont want to hear.."I am sorry". I dont know what happened to me after that diagonisation..i was unable to beleive the situation. I couldnt imagine he was not going to be with us anymore in few days. I was not going to see him anymore. Where will he go? How can god be so cruel..after getting so much of attention and diagonisation he understood something was wrong with him..after all he was 9. He stopped coming to my room slowly but then i began to search for him evrymoment..i tried to come close to him..talked to him and answered his every question. In this period of about 1 month, i forgot that he will be no more.. And the day came..i dont know what i thought that night, i went to his room to sleep with him..and that night we talked for more than an hr...i didnt realized when he fell asleep. I kissed his forehead and slept. Felt uneasy whole night. Somehow i went to sleep and the next morning i woke up on hearing my mother and father started crying...beside him.. I looked to his smiling face..and fainted tht very moment.. After so many years of his passing away..i still feel him sitting in his room and waiting that he will just come and asked me those innocent questns.. everynight my pillow becomes my bro and i hug him tightly and go to sleep.. Miss you bhai..sisi loves you ;(" Admin : --------
Posted on: Sat, 13 Jul 2013 09:31:52 +0000
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