2014... In the beginning it was amazing. I felt powerful. I felt new...but in the end It felt l like I learned the hardest lesson of all. But I yet dont fully understand...Later in the year my mind was a fog. And my heart became a bomb. And my life became full of uncertainty. I feel lost and super depressed at times. I stare off into the distance and my throat closes because Im trying to hold my emotions. But I feel like everything will be ok at other times... I should be happy and grateful for my position in life. But honestly I feel like a terrible ungrateful person. And what scares me the most... If I cant be happy now. I dont know if I ever will. Time will heal my wounds I hope. And I hope I can hold my footing and not push away the important people in my life.. The ones who proved to me that they will never abandon me. The person that has always been there for me from the very first day I saw her. Allie Ammenheuser I dont deserve you. You truly are an amazing person... But I hope we can make the year 2015 our year...
Posted on: Thu, 01 Jan 2015 16:29:35 +0000
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