22… Bendingazazi ukuthi ndiligagu, he he , into yemela ayindothusanga niks, Eric took a knife and pointed it on his stomach. Eric:Baby, Ndiyavuma ndi- useless, if ndingahlulwa kukuthanda ndiphathe kakuhle umntu ofana nawe, who never judged me by past rather ondiqumela amabibi am, hayi andiyazi ndisaphilela ntoni, mandizubulale ndife bhetele. I just looked at him and said nothing.. bendididekile ndingayazi how serious he is , how far he will go or how much of a psychopath he is really to do this or How manipulative he can be,Sympathy act may be? so I just wanted to watch his next move, may be call an ambulance if he hurt himself. Eric: Olona Thank you, Thank you for believing in me , when everyone including my father had given up on me. Ndiyabulela ngothando lwakho, you showed me that love has no boundaries, you truly accepted me as I am . You believed in me when I did not even believe in myself. You were even willing to be laughed at by everyone just because of me. Look what I have done to you, why I am hurting someone who means the whole world to me , who is my life support. Hayi Hayi Olona, kubhetele ndife maan, I am beyond repairs, thanks for trying anyway. Any man who will marry you will be blessed beyond measure. You are a true woman of God, ubunewunewu balomhlaba means nothing to you. Bye my love ! He started praying Lord forgive me for doing this, please accept umphefumlo wam. He looked at me, I was still quite.. no movement, I showed no emotion at all. Eric: Baby you are not saying anything ? Akundinqandi tuu ? Hehake akakazozibulala lomntu, Bendiphele ngaphakathi yintsini, usakwazi nokubuzabuza, but I made sure ukuthi akaboni kuhleka tuu. I remained quite Eric: Please say something baby noba awusandifuni torho Me:Yhazi Eric, when you die who is going to miss you really ? Really ke ngoku? man like you are a problem to society, Good riddance, wanga UThixo angawamkela ezandleni zakhe umphefumlo wakho. Uhambe kakuhle. Yhoo, yanga bendingatshongo, he threw himself on the floor, funny imela ibekwe ecaleni kuyo yonke lento, akaphazami nakancinci ukuthi azilimaze. Eric: Kanti unenzondo engaka Olona ? ihatred engaka towards me , hayi hayi maan ukhohlakele. I gave him time to say whatever he wanted to say then xa selegqibile ukubhonga, Ndatsholo phantsi, ngelecawa ilizwi, besendingenamsindo ngoku, but I wanted him to see the seriousness of what he has done. Me: Eric hamba, ndithi hamba endlini yam ngawo lomzuzu He looked at me, wabona ukuba I mean business. Eric: bendicela ukuhamba ngomso baby, ndizakuvuka ndihambe ekuseni xa ndiphangelayo , ndizakuyakuphi ngelixesha ? Me: Kuba kutheni ungena kuhamba ngoku? I don’t trust you , ndingavuka apha undikrwitshile moreover undigebengile. Kanti awuna khaya? Hamba Ndoda ndikhwelele. Don’t worry I’ll call i-cab for you, ebeselengekho amataxi at that time. I remembered ukuthi andina Cash kum, Ndicela sihambe I’ll withdraw imali egarage then call a cab for you. Eric: He remained on the floor, akamover, Ndikhuphe Olona , Undibambe ngesixhanti undikhuphele ngaphandle. He knew I would not do that, I did not have it in me to go to that extent. At that time phofu. Me: Its either you cooperate of I’ll call the police to throw you out, and iziqhamo zomsebenzi wakho zicace gcaa ebusweni bam , I could feel iliso lam liyadumba, ingathi liyavaleka. I was not even ready ukuzibona esipilini, ndibuthanda kangaka ubuhle Nkosi yam. He stood up took out his things, there was nothing much anyway, Baby ndicela undiboleke oku kwe Bag ke, I threw a small travelling bag at him, take it, ndiyakupha yeyakho. I drove e- garage with him, It was quite emotweni ndikhuphe i- R1000, ndamnika , ndaphuma kuye. Yhoo intlungu yabuya yonke xa ndibuyela endlini ndiyi 1, besendimqhelile kaloku, I looked in the mirror, andakhala . Seeing myself like that was a big turn off. Why loving someone hurt so bad. I needed to talk to someone. Bendizikhuthaza ngengoma ka Lira, “Nobungahamba soze ndilile” but I was crying shem. I needed my mom so badly, but I was not in a right space sokuthetha naye.. Ndiye ndakhumbula iphone yam, ndayibhuqa ndade ndayifumana. Yhoo my mom was running mad, so many messages, ezinye sezivela kuBhuti Xhanti. I decided not to call her.Instead ndimthumele isms, saying hayi nawe mama tyhini uyathanda ukudramatiser, my battery went flat ndisathetha nawe. She phoned immediately, and I sounded fine, and explained to her that I wanted her to cancel my flight for Friday,andibookele saturday morning but now Im sorted. She bought the story. Eish UJabu, should I call him, hayi kusebusuku ndazinqanda, its not fair to wifey, knowing uJabu he’ll come running , and will not leave me until uneshori yokuba ndiright, and that might take the whole night, No let me leave uJabu out of it. I was so determined ukuthi I am going to work ndinjena tomorrow, when people ask me I’ll tell them that u-Eric undibethile, andizobe ndifihla into engekhoyo.It’s not my fault. Kwezozithuba kuthe qatha, u Lunga, Yeer he’s the reason I am in this mess anyway, the time now was about 11 oclock. I decided to call him, but was scared, what if utshatile or uhleli negalfriend yakhe. Mnxim, I don’t care, he must fill this pain as well, his phone rang, ndingasoyiki
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