......*32* Well a few weeks went by and I was back home. It was hard at first accepting my miscarriage but counselling helped. I once met up with Azo and she helped me a lot. Well school was normal. I dont know why but Loot was drifting away. I would call sometimes and it would go straight to voicemail. Well he takes long to reply, I really dont know whats up with him. Well on the other hand Malcom kept me company, he was actually a cool kid. I was worried. I loved Loot so much. Maybe loosing baby Tee was too much for him. And the last time he did this was when he was with Sindi. Well what ever it is I hope he comes back to his senses. Ntombi came to accept me more and treat me like her blood little sister. Sbu was renting a room near by. He was even teaching me how to DJ as good as him. It was such a cool hobbie. One night I accompanied him to a gig and we played together. I really enjoyed. Sbu had such a vibe. Since then we went from party to party being the dopest siblings. I slowly started changing. I became a tom boy. Loot was ignoring me and I wanted nothing to do with guys. Track pants and slippers were now my style or ripped jeans. I had just started with my june exams. It was friday morning. I was writing vernacular paper 3 only. So I will come early n prepare for a gig. Went I took a bath, lotioned and wore my uniform. I took my sling bag and said my goodbyes to Ntombi. Ncooah I loved her. I went to school. Eish essays aint my thing especially 240 - 290 words in Zulu. I mix Zulu and Swati shame. Well I wrote and finished around 10:30 am. I didnt want to stay in school so I went home. I got home n got a call from Loot. Wow hes alive. Me: hy Loot: hey Me: what do you want? Loot: we need to talk Me: am done writing so come by Loot: cool Me: sure Well that will sure be interesting. Ntombi was not at home and my guess is that she is at the library. I swear she is married to UNISA and their kid is the Library. Well I changed in torn jeans, Timberland and t shirt. Loot called to say that he is outside. I went outside and found him. Me: Luthando Loot: Lyssah Silence Me: I dont have all day Loot: well I want to say that we cant go out together anymore Me: what do you mean? Loot: am breaking up with you Did my heart just drop. Me: ohkay I wanted to cry but I held my tears Loot: we can be friends thou Me: fine by me. But what did I do wrong? Loot: its not you, I just fell inlove with someone else. I couldnt hold the tears anymore Me: I guess people change Luthando Loot: am sorry but you and me can no longer work Me: its fine, its not like its the first time Ive been heart broken. He hugged me. I didnt want to let go. I thought it was just a break but I was wrong. Well he let go and got in his car. Me: bye gundwane laam Loot: bye kati laam 1 and a half year relationship gone down the drain. I got in the house and cried like hell. First love first heartbreak. I thought that we were going to grow old together but I guess I was wrong. Well I quickly brushed off the heartbreak. I had a gig to prepare for. I ate and practised using Sbus equipment. I practised until 17:30pm. I quickly took a bath just to freshen up. My clothes were good so I repeated them. Sbu walked in n told me it was time to bounce. We packed the CDJs Amplifier, mixer and the speakers along side with the mics. We hit the road and arrived at Blueroom Hatfield Pretoria. Damn the club was so fly. I looked old so they didnt ask for an ID. We got in, set up and started playing. People were enjoying and I was on fire. Well time went by and was tired so I took a break. My bro took over. I saw someone like Loot. So I went to the crowd and boom there was Loot and wait is that...... Guess who Loot is now dating :)
Posted on: Sun, 17 Aug 2014 10:14:45 +0000
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