36 hrs ago I was unconscious, fading in & out telling strangers my date of birth and who the president was... During that time I have heard the fear & love in Jarretts voice telling me to stay with me baby I cannot lose u too.. I heard my babygirl saying mama we are here Mama we love you with Maemae in the background saying Mena Mena Mena Mena like it was her favorite word... After what seemed like forever later I got to see my sweet Nevaehs face and see thru someone elses eyes how I looked like I felt... I do not think I liked surgical ICU.. I needed unlimited time for my family and loved ones to come in & see me not for 20 minutes every 3 hours to access the damage that had been done... Surgical ICU doesnt have a real grasp on my family & their need to know everything now, nor that they would be asked the same question by 10 different folks that will be needing their own individual answer within a 10 minute span that is included in the whole 20 minutes... I havent picked my fone up more than 3x in 3 days so I havent been able to respond to the Many many many messages emails and text messages until now... For me to feel as good as I feel right now compared to how I felt coming in this joint, I can honestly say it is nothing but God.. Ive had prayer chains started all the way from Alabama (Joseph Moman) to California all the way up as high as Colorado (Ray Dunn) and do kno Texas is covered from Amarillo (chasity Chastity Cornwell Cha Cha) all the way down to San Antonio (Dywan Hines)...This has definitely showed me how much Im loved, who all cares for me and for future self reference when someone asks you what they can do for you doesnt necessarily mean what they can do for you it means what I AM going to do for you... OUTPOURING is precisely the word for what Ive experienced.. My diagnosis is 6+ broken ribs, broken shoulder blade and fractured collarbone, lacerated spleen, sprained ankle, knee and foot, severe anemia, many cuts and bruises... On paper I honestly look like I should be shot & put out of my misery but when I tell you the only thing Im concerned with is missing work thats honestly it... For everyone that came to see me while I was in a medically induced coma I felt ur presence and ur love please believe that! Wen I came to & my family told me u had been by I could hear the relief & gratitude in their voice... I FELT YOUR PRESENCE..I appreciate yal being there for them more than u will EVER know... My family feels yals love for me... Im a Super blessed.. Absolutely no words!!
Posted on: Thu, 11 Dec 2014 04:43:23 +0000
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