5 years ago my water broke a little after midnight. I hadnt ever expected that to happen. In just a few hours I was delivering my sweet little boy. He was so beautiful, he was so fast and ready to come into the world. I knew when they plopped him on me goop and all that this little boy would be the key to my heart. We named him Christopher, after a friend who passed away to soon, Joseph after my step dad, it is a family name, and Keith as it is a family name for my family. This blue eyed blonde haired little boy was an unexpected blessing. My best friend Nichole had thought she might be pregnant she had missed 2 periods and was worried. So I took her to walmart bought some pregnancy tests and went back to her house. She was chugging water to have to pee and was freaking out, not knowing how to use one I decided to calm her down because wed bought a 2 pack I figured id show her how easy it was to just pee and hold this stick and voila not to hard. So I showed her and she calmed down and peed on hers. we set them together on the counter and looked a few minutes later. One said pregnant the other said not pregnant. She went completely pale and I thought she was going to pass out! Then I stopped and asked her which side of mine she put her stick on the left or the right. When she said right it dawned on me that her test was not.... mine was pregnant. So we sat on her bathroom floor and cried a little while eventually the tears just became laughter. Shortly after I had CJ I became very ill. In a massive amount of pain with fevers. I soon found out I had a rare uterine infection and when they admitted me into the hospital and the dr told me what I had and that I only had about a 10% chance of beating this infection. I had decided to breast feed so I fed CJ through everything while at the hospital, no supplementing. I beat the infection, I learned to give myself shots. My baby boy was worth every pain every moment. He changed my life in so many ways. He made me stronger, happier, and hopeful. He showed me what happiness was. My baby boy saved my life. So it is impossible for me to stay mad at him. All he has to do is smile and bat his baby blues at me and I crumble. I cant believe he is 5 and will going to kindergarten. 5 is such a huge milestone for me. 5 makes him no longer a baby, no longer a toddler, 5 makes him a school ager little man. Hes grown to have his own style. He amazes me every day. At 5, he has grown to be a very sensitive and loving little boy (most of the time). He can win anyone over with his smile and giggle and his hugs. because that boy gives the very best hugs! Happy Birthday little man, mommy loves you to infinity and beyond!
Posted on: Sun, 02 Feb 2014 11:34:00 +0000
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