5 years of questions. 5 years of fun. 5 years of uncertainty. 4 years of hell, that rolled Into 6 years of false love. That came from 3 years of what could have been love that came from 3 years of lust. That overlapped the 6 years of college. That saw me hold onto the 6 years of false love. That ended while I was in the middle of 11 years of watching my parents suffer. . . . I saw my father die. . . a part of me died with him and another portion came alive. . . because I carry a name that is too strong to be broken by the hell of this life. . . I helped. Loved, cried cared. And carried on. . . I learned, and realized. I wrote and prophesied. . . I am because I was. I had been alive but hadnt started living. . . who am I kidding. . . John Raymond is now alive. . . they love you when you have what they need. . . and when they Dont need you they are nowhere around. . . When you fall catch yourself boy. There is no one else around. . . so my present to myself on my 30th birthday. . . I bought an apartment building. So that hopefully some families can fill it with loving memories that can erase some of the hell away from me. . .
Posted on: Tue, 05 Aug 2014 05:41:53 +0000
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