#957 Hey! Dis s about the mistake which I did 3 years ago. I was in 11th and in love with a girl of my class. We were great friends. In fact we were best friends. I proposed her and she declined. I was upset and depressed. Since we used to hangout together a lot, people used to think that we were couple. And then once one of my friend asked if she is my gf and I answered in positive. I dont know y i said dat. she had declined to get in relation wid me. still she was being friendly wid me. I dont knw y i lied to others dat she is my gf..So immature i was..so stupid i was..anybody whu askd me abt our relation, i replied n positve..nevr thought abt wat if she gets to know..nd hw coud i tell lie to evry1...!! In 12th she gt to knw abt dis particular thng...and she stoppd talking to me...i was embarrassd..pletly shattered..I wantd to apologize but nevr had d guts!!! den i movd to othr city to persue my B.E. aftr 2 years i msgd her...apologised...she was like she wud have forgiv me if i had apologisd 2 yrs bck..bt den d very next day she blockd me.... I am very sorry for wat i did..its been 3 and half years nw..i stll cant get her off my head..i still love her like any thing...admin I dont know if u will post dis or not..bt i will be happy if u have read dis...i havnt really shard dis wid ne1...its like a burdn which i am carryng..i had hurt her...i lost her friendship...i cant forget her!! I gt so many chances to mingle wid othr gals...bt i find it really really hard to muv on!! I dont knw what to do!! AN - I guess youve learnt your lesson so i need not give you a lecture about your past. See dude, its hard to rectify your past mistakes so no use to hold it till now. There is seriously no way one should live in his past. I can understand the pain but sometimes all you can do is nothing. You did wrong and then took a long time to face it. Now the ball was in her court and she did what she thought was right. You can do nothing. You need to forgive yourself and move forward like she has. Eventually shell realize what she is doing isnt right either. So give yourself the forgiveness and please enjoy life as it isnt very long. God bless. #DK
Posted on: Wed, 27 Nov 2013 18:20:32 +0000
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