A little long but hold till the end ITS MATTER OF FAITH my fairy tale my love story ended two years back, we broke up, no love didn’t left us, nor did we left love, it was just the situation, no we didn’t have fights nor did we find someone else, but as love stayed with for so long may be it wanted to give chance to break up to stay with us.. every morning I would get up thinking I went to sleep while talking to him , every time I dress up I think of him and his fav dress , so I look the best , every time I type long msg to send him but delete it thinking I don’t have the rights to msg him , we would meet at times randomly in common friend’s party , I would act I am all ok, would laugh at his jokes , I would still be the first one to help when he is in a mess , I loved his silently with all my heart , crying silent tears was the thing I did with every breath , I would curse myself at times that may be I’m not that beautiful , or maybe I am not intelligent and what not , and think that’s the reason he left me..the glow of my face the , the spark in my eyes were lost , things were turning messy , no I didn’t turn in to Dev DAS , but it was like losing everything in one go , apart from my lover , he was my bestie who would listen to my every crap , would do stupidest thing with me , we would laugh and cry together, he was even my support when things go wrong and worst he would make me feel things gonna be ok soon , but this time he didn’t even ask … every time my friends asked why you broke up , you guys looked awesome together , I would just give a sad smile…every time we all meet up , my friends would whisper in my ears telling he still feels for me , I should give one last chance, I would smile , and the very same moment I see him staring at me , even he know how much I loved him and still love him … and it actually hurt someone who Is not gonna love you back , yet I had faith in love the word which changed my life the life which was extra beautiful , and things changed I avoided him though I loved him , when we were together he always use to say “love yourself just the way you love me “ me: “I have started to love myself just cause you love me” he: “you should love yourself forever and may be if I am gone then I will be back “ life was going without any twist and turns.. that day it was raining heavily, I went to my terrace, cried till my tears dried, and asked rain to drain away all my pain, I promised myself I will love him and let it be my strength and not weakness…loving him became my strength I started to love myself with a belief that he will be mine someday, I had FAITH on my love.. yesterday he called me , I talked normally without showing any kind of pain , cause I was feeling blissed that at least my love is around me as friend … it was almost few month we didn’t talk so he said me what all he did in past few months .. And suddenly... he: “can you come to my place I really need to meet you ...” without any second thought I agreed no I was not gonna cry and tell I miss him , I am just gonna have some good moment and moments that will make me smile.. I reached his PG... I entered the kitchen as per my habit, made two cup of coffee... me: “so you were saying you wanted to show me something of your project, you made some dummy car Na??” he:”ya , lets finish the coffee and then I will show you!” we chatted about random stuff , laughed on our stupidity , during all this there was look of pain in his eyes, but I didn’t wanted to make it awkward so I didn’t asked… after I finished my coffee I got up to go in his room , he followed me .. and when I entered the room every corner of the room was filled with gifts , and for a while I thought I am dreaming but I wasn’t … I felt his hands circled around my waist his head resting on my shoulder .. he: “please let me just say it , If I don’t say it now I won’t be able to say it later” me:”ok,go ahead” he:” I am tired of being so string , I’m not strong , I am tired of being selfish , I know I said I can’t fight for you , but I am don’t with all this , I miss you so bad that it becomes difficult to breath , you cross my mind the moment I wake up every morning , I know you have cried so much that what so ever I may do the pain won’t reduce , but give me once chance , I know I said I can’t fight for you with my family as they won’t allow me , but this time I will cause I know I won’t feel for anyone else what I feel for you .., you are the girl who has the power to make me smile with those random jokes , you are the girl who makes me feel alright in a hug , you are the girl who would care for me as if a mother care for new born baby , you are the girl which became my strength in so short period, your heart is so pure that it is difficult to hurt you yet I have hurt you , and I will regret for it for the rest of the life , let me be the man of your dream one more time “ by the time he finished this he came in front of me ,saying every word looking in my eyes , there was guilt and pain , but I could still see the pure love he had for me , w=I smiled a little , wiped his tears and just said . Me:” you were, is and always be the man of my dream” like an innocent kid his eyes glittered, his straight line on lips were now curved into smile... He:” so do I get chance to stay in your heart again, sorry for leaving “ me:” you never left my heart, but promised me that this time its forever “ he:” yes its forever “ he sealed my lips with his lips, sealing the promise to be true and real... :’) --------------- --------------- --------------- --------------- --------------- --------------- ------------ for every girl and guy out there , when you love someone all you got to have is faith he/she will be your if he/she is made for you courtesy-priyam SUPRIYA
Posted on: Mon, 24 Jun 2013 07:12:01 +0000
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