A lot of people ask me if I ever get scared when I see or feel spirit. The answer is no. Fear of not knowing is the only fear there is in this area. As far as I can remember I was never alone (none of us are). I just never loss my memory of communicating telepathically. Movies and stories have brought in false and fear based information. Because of this open line of communication help kept me in another world not feeling the blunt of this one. Even today I have a very hard time being around other people. I have to matched another s vibration to open up to them. Other than that I wont mess with you. As I got older and I was living as a young medium I notice this became harder for me to deal with. I would seek out only others like me and that proved to be very hard. One day a little lady came into my job. We talked about her crystal rings and then energy, AND THEN communication. My heart jumped! I expressed to her finding others like me and then she invited me to come home :). It was a spiritualist church (right here in the bible belt). I was finally not alone and could express what was going on with me and I was able to get many answers. I was the youngest there, everyone was between 30-40 years my senior. Many have passed now and I think about them almost everyday. They would speak about one day people would wake up and there would many like us. I had many awakening moments and grew ten times fast and stronger in all senses I poses. But also as I grew, they could no longer satisfy my questions. They only believe only what can be proven(mediumship is proven) and nothing else. They consider reincarnation but cant prove it so they wont say either way. But I was seeing farther then the astral planes (AKA Heaven). I was seeing the universe and mulitverses and star maps that lined up in the sky. I also met a new guide age 23, he was liquid and even a titanium liquid too at times. After sitting he would turn liquid black and full of multiverses with in him. Very symbolic and that was the way he spoke. (Oh talking about how to understand light language and all the other languages and styles is another topic). Anyways, I have been on this road from literally day one, seeking to find the answers that plagued me. 4yrs ago communication on social networking BOOMED with a mass awakening of people and that continues to this day. So I have decided to go back to my home church and revisit. I feel a need to get back to basics. A friend of mind in spirit has been asking me for 3mo now. So much is changing and I want to move through this next month with as much ease as I can. I am taking time out everyday to read theses energies. It is so much easier to make clear paths now that there is so much light on the planet. As of right now I have 5 life theme guides but two are leaving since I have changed direction in two areas of my life and have 4 angels, master guide and two interdenominational guides. I am in constant communication with them. Many are still leaving to finish what we all set out to do in the astral plane. During high energy influx we see this. I was experiencing heart issues myself and even felt an opportunity to leave. I expressed this to my husband, we both cried. Knowing and feeling your true opportunities are hard to swallow at times. But spirit guides and my loved ones always assure I naturally know what I am doing and to not be afraid. They have been telling me this for 39yrs now and Im just now listening.
Posted on: Sat, 22 Mar 2014 15:22:23 +0000