A message to someone I cannot speak to: (If that doesnt apply to you, keep scrolling along please) Its nice to see how well you are doing and how you have opened yourself up to the universe. I know whatever you flow to, magic and beauty will ripple out on your waves. I am wishing that your intentions made clear to the universe all come to quick fruition. You are beautiful and deserve to be surrounded with beauty and love. I hope the lady of your dreams finds you when you are ready. You deserve all the best. I am sorry I was so cruel, but it is what is best for us, at least for now. It should have ended after that first fight to spare us the pain and to honor ourselves and our friendship. Our arguments were abusive and our depression lingering, but please know I tried as hard as I could. I was pushed to the edge by your mean words and lack of love that night so I retaliated in a harsh way. It was the absolute wrong way to go about it. I am sorry. I am sorry my heart found an escape form our problems through someone else. I have my head in the clouds always, and Im sorry that made you feel like I was distant from you. Im sorry I made things get so serious so fast. I am sorry, the most sorry I have ever been in my life, that I hurt you. My heart is in pain to lose such a beautiful friend. I shouldnt post this for all to see, but it is in hope that someday you will run across it. You asked me never to contact you again, so this is the best I got. I wait for the day you message me that you would like to talk and that you hope to be friends again. I miss you. I will love you always, Lilly https://youtube/watch?v=YFYO5UnJfuw
Posted on: Tue, 16 Sep 2014 16:49:57 +0000
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