A participant sees a real difference only after 2 classes (which you can listen to upon signing up): Leaning back and releasing the anxiety works. Truly. H not only reached this afternoon but called me promptly at 9 pm. He had texted earlier that he missed our talks and then wanted to know how much of the weekend that he could have with me. He reiterated that Saturday night was still a go (a party with some of his friends) but that he wanted more weekend time with me. I had some plans that I had already made for Saturday morning (thanks girls:) and mentioned that something probably could be arranged. He called tonight to confirm what we could do, he offered to come out here to be with me Friday night since I am sticking to my Sat morning plans (girlfriend coffee/WW meeting) and 11 am haircut. He wanted to make it convenient for me and then asked about my last few days-just like our old conversations. Reminded me of how much he is looking forward to our trip to Germany and offered to start checking out texting plans and apps so we can reach out to our loved ones while we are gone. I could genuinely hear the difference in his voice and mine. He missed me. We laughed and had fun. There was no anxiety on my part and he was trying to get me to laugh and complemented me on several things during our call. Then-told me not to work too late (I have an almost all nighter ahead of me) and that he wanted me to get some sleep at some point. He said goodnight, sweet dreams, and then-very clearly...I love you. I know I have only been in two sessions so far but this loss of anxiety (and talking myself through it when I get fixated, scared, or anxious) has been mind blowing. I know that any true relationship will have its up and downs but I think I am learning how to handle them as they come up. Thank you girls for the support and Kat-amazing thanks and hugs to you. I read Kats book before we started dating and I finally got the message-when a man wants you, he will move heaven and Earth to be with you. I loved the courtship but the real test of this is when you get the relationship. I always drove men away by being scared, needy, too available, and less confident as our relationship progressed. It always led to me clinging and caring more about what the guy wanted and needed versus my needs and knowing that I brought value to our relationship. Leaning back and dealing with my internal demons (ANXIETY), as well as finding a balance and making this relationship my end all be all (thank you girls again for emphasizing that my rotation should now be my girlfriends and my various passions-as a single divorced mom of two I had forgotten that I should and could do this), I feel so good about things and where I am now. Even if H and I dont make it for the long haul, I know I can do this now. These habits and group are making huge impacts-thank you girls! I hope I can pay some of this forward. Have a great night! Tomorrow at 4 pm EST we will explore our childhood -and possible past lives- and what makes us the way we are. This program made me see clearly what was happening to me: my blind spot. Once I understood I released it. I died to that small self. And I still die to my small self every day. Join me with 50 other ladies on this odyssey of self-discovery like no other. Plans are available.
Posted on: Fri, 27 Jun 2014 17:04:32 +0000
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