A recent incident makes me wonder how hard i really should try. You point a certain thing out whenever I say I need a new relationship, okay, awesome..however..then..I get ignored unless youre in the mood to talk. So tell me why do I need to continue to hang on to you? I dont think I should really..I am not going to deny that I love you, I cannot deny that, however I dont think it is necessary to continue to hold on to you. It isnt healthy, it isnt sane. You are so caught up in whatever fantasy you are playing out that you rarely notice the one who has been there, loving you, from the start. Loving you at risk to the relationships with her family, friends and colleagues. Youd rather sit there and be billy-badass than accept the quiet, gentle, love waiting for you. You keep saying you wanna change...I havent seen it yet except your avatars appearance. That my dear is nothing more than lipstick on a pig as they say in the house-flipping world. Just something to make you look like youve changed when in fact you havent. To be honest I have a great man IRL who loves me dearly-more than anything in the world, so in reality I dont even know why I am pursuing this. I suppose I am a glutton for punishment. (this is a personal rant at my own stupidity-if you want to comment, fine, but be prepared for me to either ignore your comment if it is counter productive or mean or bite your head off if it is stupid and mean.)
Posted on: Mon, 24 Mar 2014 16:53:51 +0000
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